| Ahah, I just noticed how gloomy it seems to have the Purgatory quiz as my first entry and having it right next to my flashing seizure Death -n- Desires picture. Ahah... Well, I shouldn't spend so much time worrying about that, I have a longer entry to write (yes, you can stop reading now Miks)
Well, basically I haven't updated for a LONG time, and tonight I feel like catching up on this LONG time that I haven't updated, through paraphrasing. I'll be doing this with my feet and fingers turning cold and once again neglecting my work (oh not the History Day project) I've been long done. Ahh, screw this, I’m going to write this entry on Word so I won’t lose it if the stupid Xanga decides to go awry on me like it has done quite some few times. Anyways continuing on, as I was saying, I’m going to catch up on what I’ve done, how I’ve felt, all the random stuff. Now you must be wondering why crazy me is going to write a long Xanga entry when it’s about 2 AM right now, and probably going to be past it by the time I finish. Well, thank you Naya, haha, you have inspired me to write, because I spent the 5 minutes reading YOUR Xanga entry. Anyways…
Well, these few weeks (I forgot when I last updated, but even if I did they were short pointless entries, hah it’s not SPAM) so many things seemed to have happened. First off, my guitar lessons and tennis lessons have started, once a week, 30 minutes each time. Ahah, short but expensive lessons I tell you. I really like these lessons though, because I actually have an interest to take up an instrument (I remember being at family camp and while separated into groups, I was stuck with another girl who knew nothing but the limited recorder we knew.) Although I admit, I am quite slow at learning new things when it comes to music, I don’t think I’m musically inclined, because I have been practicing, practicing, practicing but my left and right hand coordination is still off. I still can’t change from the simplest C and G chords, pathetic I know. I was also never able to play chords on the piano well, when my interest was that. Anyways, that’s going off topic, but yes. I took up guitar lessons also and not learn by myself is because I don’t want it to be something I can easily back away from (for example my self-taught piano hasn’t went past anything.) I have a very, very hard time disciplining myself, so I need help, hence I need lessons that I go to so I can’t back away from it or it’ll be wasting money. Oh yes, I also have tennis lessons, with Naya now (it was cheaper :D). I wanted tennis lessons because I really wanted to get better, but I really don’t know how other than take lessons. I love tennis, I can totally say I’m passionate about it now, and I want to be better. Yes, it’s also fun to mess around with teammates and all, but I really want to set a goal and achieve it, no matter how high it seems (or low). The tennis lessons now though, are more fun than learning, because I paired up with Naya and Naya is total beginner. No offense :D we still have fun. I need to go back to the basics too sometimes. My lessons will be going on slower than usual, but I find it more relaxing and less tense when a friend is there with me, so yay. That’s it about my lessons.
Let’s see, what to ramble on bout now, oh yes, tennis. I love tennis, I am motivated to play, well because I just am. I think it matters a little about who I’m playing with (a partner or opponent) and how tough they are, because I have trouble >_> like being patient with a person who hits the ball everywhere XD. It’s alright, and it’s great fun and laughs, but I feel like I’m accomplishing nothing. There are exceptions in those times though because sometimes I feel like I can try to actually aim it towards that person so they can hit it with ease, and I find that extremely hard to do, so it’s quite challenging. I love playing against someone who I think is as good as or better than me because then there is competition. Even if playing with someone who is really good would mean me returning very few balls and running after balls most of the time, I think I have more fun than playing not as seriously.
Speaking of tennis, I had a game today (well yesterday) where the scores were crazy, and when we were playing it seemed extremely weird. We tied most of our games and went up to 5-7 >_> then suddenly we started getting love games and lost by 0-6. It was sad, but I think my partner lost her motivation for a while and just wanted to get home because she was already missing psychology and had a test tomorrow (today). I found it quite fun playing though, even with a few frustrations of losing, I found it weird that I kept a smile on my face no matter what the score was. I think I appeared to be an idiot in front of the opposing team, but it didn’t matter, my positive thinking kept me going.
Gah, I want to ramble on, but my stomach growls, my eyelids droop, and my elbow is getting stiff from typing (don’t ask how). I guess I can’t do an extremely long entry like Joy did, but she had to recount her past memories. My memory doesn’t extend as far enough, I couldn’t even recount this weeks events. Err.. I blame it on the migraine and heat exhaustion I had on Thursday, almost gave me a fever but made me miss school, making things a little more frustrating. Anyways, I should be off now, since I’m not doing anything better or productive than to blog. I spent about 30 minutes on this thing, it’s enough. Good night. Train of thought ends here, continuation some later time. Bai.
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